waiting for approval....

we have sent the forms off and now weare waiting. we are waiting to hear if we get approval to start ivf on the nhs... we found out we only will be able to have one fully funded cycle from the nhs.... i cant beleive it, i really cant, it seems that the finish line is getting further and further away and i cant see me finishing this goal.... anyway i am stuck in hospital now and have been here for 12 days, hoping to go home on day 14... heres hoping.... i have been ringing adam up every day to see if we have heard form the panel who will approve us but nothingyet... founsd a friend here whos is going through ivf with the cycstic fibrosis aspect but on the male side. and its nice to know i am not alone .... its just a struggle, espescially as my sister in law being so great with her new baby..... (sorry, my inner bitch cant help herself sometimes...)