then and now....

19th November 2009- this was the day we were told that our baby would be born on the 1st of december, 5 weeks early due to me having been poorly for the previous 5 weeks... i was feeling excited and scared at the same time....

19th november 2010- my daughter has been to her first friends birthday party, and looked lovely all dressed up, and she will be one in 12 days time... wowee doesnt time fly

picture of her in said dress-

I HAVE RETURNED TO WORK ! :-(

yes its true i have gone back to work one day a week so its not all that bad and Harriet goes to a nursery near us for the one day and she loves it so far, xx

i have had a cold but thats all so far and i am hoping to get to the end of the year and have only had 2 x home iv courses!! i have not been as healthy as this since i was about 11 so horray!

piccy of her in her new sleeping bag which is a 'tad' on the large side, excuse quality of pics were taken on my phone!

oh gosh she is nearly 1....

In three weeks Harriet will be 1 year old. . . words cant describe how i feel, a mixture of saddness that the year has FLOWN by, feeling of love, joy and most of all i feel incredibly lucky, lucky to have had our little miracle when others out there struggle to even get the chance, lucky that she is healthy and CF free, i just feel lucky- we were so lucky that she was our only chance of becoming a family... i think her first birthday i may shed a few tears,

I have just celebrated my 27th birthday and my first as a mummy, and i am just so glad i can say that. we spent some time as a family which was lovely, and all i have ever wanted.

10th november 2009- in hospital at 32+2 weeks pregnant with pleurisy and pneumonia, and away with the fairies on pethedine and tramadol, little did i know that in three weeks my daughter was going to make an apearance..

Harriet in my tummy last year at 31 weeks,

and the other picture is the 5th november 2010 ready

for the fireworks, how time changes :-)